Why do I sabotage?
We already talked about the whole lack of progress thing a few days ago...Well there are other reasons why I sabotage.
For myself! Right?! I need to do it because I want to be healthier BUT I don't have any health issues now that are pushing me to need to lose weight now right now.
Mostly I am doing this for looks and because I need to get back into my smaller clothes. Sometimes that isn't motivation enough to keep me going and I end up sabotaging my progress and then giving up all together.
Then I start the cycle all over again. They say that Being Thin is better than that stuff tastes but in the moment I can't remember being thin enough to make it through.
Maybe I am just weak. I am so strong in my life as a wife and mom and my job but when it comes to weight loss I am weak. Losing weight and changing your life is hard. It is HARD as hell. And I am not sure I am strong enough to do it.
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