Everyday

Everyday I look in the mirror I see what I'm not. This weight loss struggle is especially hard because I am doing it for myself. I no longer am trying to impress anyone, I learned long ago there is no use. So I stare at my body and think "what is so wrong with me?" I bury the pain. The anxiety reigns. I try to convince myself that I am beautiful, but I just don't see it. My heart is broken. I struggle everyday. But I am TRYING. That I believe is key. I just want to feel great. Can I do it with weight loss? I hope so...I really hope so